Tuesday; (: 4 Days left till camping trip!

Im baaaaccckkkk! (: I promised my boyfriend I would write in my blog every day. Me and Derek have been dating for a year and 3 months. (: Derek was my neighbor in Kansas, and I had a huge!! crush on him, but I was a young'n and didn't know if he liked me back, so I kept my feelings to myself. I realized I should have told him my feelings because lone and behold he had the same feelings for me. (: Derek moved away from Kansas a year after I got there, it was depressing, but I didn't really think anything of it. My dad soon retired from the Air Force, and we ended up back in North Dakota, I was checking my myspace one day and saw I had a message, from the one and only Derek. My heart was thumping in my chest as I read the message, it wasn't expressing feelings, or saying he missed me, just simply, "I saw you online thought I would say hey" From then on I knew I could not let him get away from me twice!! As my hands got sweaty, and my heart was thumping out of my chest, I replied. Soon after the messages back and forth, we started texting each other. My feelings for him grew day after day, and I realized I was falling in love with him. Derek is anything I could ever ask for, and anything and everything that I need!! The first time I saw Derek again, when I picked him up at the airport, the same feelings flew up from when I saw the message on myspace. My hands got sweaty, my heart was thumping, I was nervous, excited, anxious all at once!! I saw him, and his smile and I melted. I grew shy, and didn't know how to react! 
I cannot see myself without Derek, he is my life long partner, my best friend, my soul mate. I love you babe!! 
As I sit here and watch Money Hungry on VH1, I realized how back stabbing people have become, and how obese America is. 
Well I am off to eat my oatmeal! (: And lay on this comfy leather couch, with my puppy chug. (:  This is my honey bear!! She is 2 months old and I love her to death!! (: 

This is the man of my dreams. I will never lose him! 

Goodnight ya'll! (: 
-Aimee Danielle xoxo